love hurts so bad.....its possibly the most painful thing i have ever experienced losing, not to mention i brought it upon my self!
not many people get to meet there dream girls,i for one can say i have, i was unluncky enough, and over my own insecurities, to have lost it, gone forever............
this girl i never wanted to be away from, we did everything together, i mean everything you can think of and more, eat, sleep, create, bath, dream, live, love, talk! we spent alot of time relaxing on the beach, chilling in the park meeting up with friends, watching movies...real love!
she accepted my son, as if he was her own....god i wish how she was his mother....
nothing could tear us apart for such a long time, it only right that it hurts so bad now that its gone!
we complimented each others lives in such a way that everyone around us envied what we were, they all wanted what we had and people loved being around us,the vibe we put out was incredible to even people who didnt know us, this kind of love you dont find often and some people maybe never...i hope that i do but right now im not feeling optimistic about it.
iv tried everything in my power to get her back but she has moved on in her heart and because i love her so much i have to force myself to finally accept it...i dont want to cause i hold hope that she will miss what we had, but like i said im not feeling optimistic about it anymore...mutual friends, my family and hers all are unhappy about this..but what can they do,what can anyone do when your heart has moved on, i only hope that this happens to me soon too....
right now i wish i was a robot, totally emotionless and cold, im clearly not that type of guy
-jason
Wednesday, December 9, 2009
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