a tribute to hazee babee and the love we once shared

love hurts so bad.....its possibly the most painful thing i have ever experienced losing, not to mention i brought it upon my self!

not many people get to meet there dream girls,i for one can say i have, i was unluncky enough, and over my own insecurities, to have lost it, gone forever............
this girl i never wanted to be away from, we did everything together, i mean everything you can think of and more, eat, sleep, create, bath, dream, live, love, talk! we spent alot of time relaxing on the beach, chilling in the park meeting up with friends, watching movies...real love!
she accepted my son, as if he was her own....god i wish how she was his mother....
nothing could tear us apart for such a long time, it only right that it hurts so bad now that its gone!
we complimented each others lives in such a way that everyone around us envied what we were, they all wanted what we had and people loved being around us,the vibe we put out was incredible to even people who didnt know us, this kind of love you dont find often and some people maybe never...i hope that i do but right now im not feeling optimistic about it.

iv tried everything in my power to get her back but she has moved on in her heart and because i love her so much i have to force myself to finally accept it...i dont want to cause i hold hope that she will miss what we had, but like i said im not feeling optimistic about it anymore...mutual friends, my family and hers all are unhappy about this..but what can they do,what can anyone do when your heart has moved on, i only hope that this happens to me soon too....

right now i wish i was a robot, totally emotionless and cold, im clearly not that type of guy

-jason

our dreams....

Our dream was to make a home
you wanted big, I was keen for small
Our dream was to have children
you wanted a boy, i prayed for a girl
Our dream was to stay together
you were committed, I was scared of nothing....

now im committed and you are gone....

i wish it was...

she was my best friend. That one person in my life that truly meant everything to me. I knew that no matter what I did or what I said, she always accepted me for who I was. she loved me no matter what. And not just like a friend....

no need for words...

jus being around this girl is enough to make me happy....i know that everyone we know feels the same way, she just has that effect on you...

this picture was taken in 2007